livin' and chillin'

LET’S BURN RUBBER AND DIE TOGETHER AS LOVERS

-driver’s high

It feels best when I do what I want, and see things fall into its places just what I wanted to. But that’s not the case all the time. I realize that I am just being immature and selfish that way. I don’t usually tend to care and do favors. Not until I become serious in a relationship. This one changed me a lot. I learned that being a man doesn’t mean superior to women. Its hard to admit it, but I really don’t like being directed to.

As we love, we sacrifice. Love is not always give and take. Learn that submitting doesn’t hurt. I always fool around and mess things up. My decisions are not all good and not all are for better. Indecisiveness knocks on me often when I have no idea at all and lost in the world. Surprisingly, she manages to solve it and we do what it need to be done.

I call myself blessed because I met a lady that is really kind and understanding. Yet she really annyos me at time and late issues. I have poor memory especially on dates and events that’s why I always forget or ended up being late. Still am thankful for knowing a person like her. She didn’t give up on me. As we grown closer to each other, the more I understand her. Though I still don’t know how to make up with her when she is really really angry.

I learned that when a girl gets mad at you, it means that she cares for you but never really hated you. You just confess her your mistake and say sorry even though it takes so much of your pride and ego to do that. Just be sincere in doing that and don’t repeat the same mistake again because it’ll ruin her trust for you. Don’t shout at her because her heart is not made for loud harsh words but for soft sweet whispers. Waiting is the most sweet torture between lovers, that’s why I always feel guilty when I meet her late and make her wait for hours. Still, I guess she can’t change me for that. I’m a notorious latecomer… sorry love for that.

A man or the husband suppose to be the one lead the home. Leadership is different from dictatorship. Interestingly that the real meaning of husband or husbandry is to nourish or cultivate. Animal husbandry. All the works of hand will reflect on how it was done. Is it flourishing? A man is a symbol of greatness and fortitude. Yet a real man never forgets to show kindness and love.

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If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream—-and not make dreams your master;
If you can think—-and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build’em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: “Hold on!”

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings—-nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And—-which is more—-you’ll be a Man, my son!